brain dead

its been so long
since we said goodbye
i didnt even cry
no i didnt cry

now you lay in this hospital bed
i wish i was dead in that hospital bed
I loved you to death
All the things i could have said

Damn this pride of mine
years have taken you away
Eaten you from my heart
Now you're dead to the world

But your heart still beats
You're still breathing
But no ones home
Stolen your sight

If i came to confess
My pleas would fall on deaf ears
My Screams would go unheard
Even my deepest fears

I hold your hand
Mechanical breaths, inhale
Silent tears, tear me apart
No rest for the wicked, only hell

I love you, i'm sorry
Forgive me, I didnt mean to
Break your heart
I will miss you....

black out

how could you do this to me
why we could never be
i just wanted to be with thee
will you ever love me?

standing here screaming
let me in, please kill me again
heart stutter, eyes flutter
shit i'm bleeding again

everywhere i hear it
i love you, can i keep you
FUCK YOU! you dont know me
how could you want me, much less love

shaking, is the earth quaking
oh no its just my trust, your false sincereties
could you just hold me, everything is fading
pitch black i want you back, no scratch that i want ME back

combat boots, and a smile to kill
i fell in love on this haunted hill
dont try to justify to me
because i'm not listening

my heart is cracked and torn
i have fallen my love is worn
Oh this love i will forever morn
now i feel nothing but scorn